Thanks India

We're so clean

The Krishna Temple

hey i think there's something on your face

me and erin totally rocking our shades

my weekend in a nutshell

had a HOSA competition ( health occupation students of America, i think) and had a blast
won third in state... thats right baby!, i even got my very own bronze metal
dropped underwear in the toliet, shh no ones supposed to know
watched many hours of black tv mixed with some reality tv
slept in arguably the most comfortable bed of my life
found my love for scrubs
dont remember eating one healthy thing
probably drank 10 gallons of dr pepper
wishing i had my DNA on a necklace
make plans to have a bon fire and burn all my HOSA things, and have smores
bought super cute boots and a Awesome T-shirt
spent basically all of two days with the "anatomy couple", can anyone say PDA
went to Panda Express, i forgot how much i love it here
feeling like i gained 10 pounds
got $45+
gave pretty much all of it to my mom
found out pretty much the worst news i could hear at this point in my life
and i cried just a bit

Really!

i woke up this morning expecting my day to be the same as sundays always are.  I tried to sleep in as much as possible and barley got ready in time for church.  i made it on time and sat on the same bench that i always to.  the bishop got up to the stand as he usually does, but today he made a very surprising announcement.  He told us today that next sunday they were having a stake meeting to discuss the new ward boundries.  thats right, my ward could possibly get split up!  i dont think you know how scary this is for me.  i absolutley love my ward and pretty much everyone in it.  we are so close and i am friends with everyone in the young women.  i know change is great and everything, but in this case i am not a big fan.    some of my best friends are in my ward, and of course i will still see them, i am just not sure how things are going to end up.  some people i will probably never really see again and that is what freaks me out the most.  i wish that the bishop wouldnt have told us today, it just gives me a whole week to stress and worry about it.  they say that whatever happens, that it is for the better.  but the way i am feeling right now, i am not so sure.  i just dont want anything to change.

Insanity

Sorry i haven’t written in a while, not that it affects the lives of anyone. i don’t think much people read this, but I like to pretend there is. I would like to take this chance to write about my life at this point. I find that writing about this topic relieves a lot of my stress, its surprisingly very therapeutic.

I dont know what it is, but third term of every school year is always the most stressful. it is the time when i get the most freaked and seem to be less than happy. i usually have just a bit harder time in school than i usually do, and things seem to just come up. this year though, has been a bit different. No, sorry, not different, just more intense. for the past two weeks my life has been totally booked. i haven’t had any time to just relax.

It seems that everything as happened at the exact same time, and i have been trying to juggle to make the time to fit everything in. Trying to make my deadlines and due dates, trying to do my homework right and turned in on time, trying vigorously to catch up in ceramics, and trying to succeed at HOSA competition, its just too much to handle. i recently started working for mi Papa, so i cant let him down either. and along with all that trying to not totally throw my social life out the window has been quite difficult. i still want to enjoy life, but right now it doesn’t seem to be turning out quite as i hoped. i feel like i the pack on my back is getting filled with more and more rocks every day.

Now out all the craziness, yes, there is always a bright side right let’s not forget the silver lining here folks. Not all of my stresses have been bad. Getting my young women hood recognition, and partriartical blessing are some things that I am so grateful happen, out of all the other things going on these two events are the only things that I am okay with . i wouldn’t give up the time and hard work that went a long with accomplishing these two things for anything. i never knew how much a testimony could grow over such a short period of time.  Just from receiving these blessing, i truly feel closer to the lord. now I dont want this post to turn preachy or anything, but even though my life right now is a bit off, and i have no idea if it will go back to normal, out of everything, one thing will never change; our Heavenly Father and his son. They will always be there and help guide us through our lives if we just have faith and do what is right. i don’t know i would be or what kind of person i would be without the gospel. it just amazes me.

Anyways, thanks for letting me rant, sorry if its a bit scattered but hey, its a perfect match to my life.

its finally coming to an end

Monday: i found out all my ceramics projects were due soon, ya i havent done anything.

Tuesday: i had to take the ACT, dont worry, i know i did bad.

Wednesday:  i went shopping, i found nothing, therefore i felt horrible about myself.  then i had to go to a relief society dinner.  But on the upside, they had good lasagna.

Thursday:  it was just a stressful day.  went to a forever long girls camp meeting.  i totally appreciate all that the leaders did, it just went way too long.  but before that i did something that i was dreading. i will not speak of it, but its done.

friday: started HOSA project.  it is exciting that we are doing it, but we started to late and have so much to do in such little time and then babysitting of course cant forget that

Saturday:  i have to clean my house and my room, go to work, do homework, work on HOSA and go on a date with mi papa for my birthday.

and on top of all of that i did in fact start my period this week, ya, not a great week.