update!

because lately my blog has been full of ridicuously random post, i should probs give some kind of update on the real stuff huh?

1. school is hard
i mean really hard
 
2. BYU makes me feel inferior and stupid, but i love it and wouldnt have wanted to go anywhere else.
 
3. Even though its not easy, i love my nutrition class
 
4. My book of mormon teacher is amazing, i feel excited hear him talk
 
5. both Calculus and American Heritage are another story
 
6. i thought i was good at math
i thought wrong
 
7. my roommates are pretty great people
even though they make fun of me for going to bed before twelve

8. i eat lot of smoothies and apple sauce
 
9. the most exciting thing in my life is when i have time to watch a TV show on netflix.
 
10. madi? best roommate ever.  last night she talked to me on the phone while i walked to my car, in the dark, all by myself.  guess i have no faith in my rape whistle. 

11. i have found that out recently that prayer is one of our greatest blessings. its amazing to me that god hears us, and even when you think he isnt going to anwer your prayers, he does.

12. my advice, pray often and dont take it for granted.

its just what i think about

there is literally not enough time in the day to do all that needs to be done

school

work

homework
study groups
eating

and trying to get to bed before twelve? ridiculous

how much easier would my life would be if i was a wizard

and had a time turner like hermione.

lets just say, it would be lot easier

 

and a lot cooler

Im bad at being a Mormon

last night, my RA made known to me that some people in the ward were going to the temple in the morning, 7:30 am.  i said yes out of guilt and after she left, i complained and wined about going.  Friday was my one day to sleep in and if i went i woudnt be able to. Boo hoo   for one. its one morning, i have the whole weekend to sleep in, two the time shouldnt have been a problem i wake up that early every tuesday and thursday. and three the temple literally up the street , it would take two hours tops.

 (fourth, the temple looks like a birthday cake, who wouldnt want to go inside)

i was being stupid and quite frankly, i was being a horrible Latter day saint

we say satan was at fault

but i decided to go anyways and guess what, to no ones surprise it was:

• amazing
• totally worth it
• a great experience

me and madi believe we have already been blessed for going
the temple is a good place that makes me happy inside.
cheers

nothings changed

i forgot how great this show is, i could literally watch it all day

why is coming up with a title so hard

sometimes i legit think about going on a diet, that is eat healthier,

and then i get on pinterest

no way thats happening

the scattered brain of a college girl

I feel like school is taking over my life.
i dont eat
i dont sleep as much
i dont have time to talk to my friends
i should facetime them, but when?
i feel like sometimes they think i have forgotton them,
and sometimes i think they have forgottten me
i miss them
i dont even feel like i live in my apartment anymore
i might as well move into the math lab
it is normal that i like it there
the people are smart and i get all my homework done.
i enjoy classes
i hate the homework
also when i am not at school, and not even doing my homeowork,
all i am thinking about is school. problem?
everyone at school is so smart.  i think i am the stupid one
i thought that in college my blog would improve, i think it has gone even further down hill
i  think it is dying for good this time
sometimes i wonder why i didnt go to hair school.  not because i would like it, but think about it.  they go to school and take classes where all they do it cut hair.  why did i go to a university again?
and at times i want to cry
but at those times i have to punch myself in the arm and tell myself to suck it up, hardwork will pay off in the end
hopfully