yesterday i lost my keys
so i used my moms today
and then i lost those
dont worry i found my keys, but not my moms
also i lose my phone about five time a day
i have a problem

what can you do

Instead of going to homecoming ( ya i didnt get asked, oh well)
i took a trip to Zupas and got this

 and watched Pride and Prejudice and saw him.

its a nice alternative if you ask me.

its a new day, its a new life, im feeling good

after doing my daily hour or so of blog stalking and after reading blogs that make me think, and that ispire me, i take a look at my own blog. and well that truth is, i am not so happy with it.  thinking back, i cant recall even once where i have written a post truly for myself. 
when i sit down at the computer and sign into blogger, i find myselft repeating these steps:  1. i read the latest post of blogs that i love, the ones that ispire me, make me think and make me smile 2.  i start comparing their wonderfulness to my blog   3.  instead of writing about my experiences or about what i feel, i think so hard about how i can make my blog like the others.  4.  i write a crap blog post.
so since i have realized this i will first apologize to any of you that have waisted your time reading
and next, start fresh.
i want to not erase my whole blog, but from now on , i want to write a new and improved blog.  i want to forget the past posts and focus on writing the experiences that made me grow, the ones that made me love life, or the ones that make me laugh.   i am not saying that my blog is going to be deep or poetic, probably not even a little.  but i what i am saying is that everything i post will be coming from me.   

sorry its been so long.  i havent known what to write for a long time, and frankly i havent had any desire.  but dont you worry, because post coming soon!

im much appreciative

thank you snooze button for allowing me to push you over and over again
thank you mom, for making yummy food everyday
thank you club carnival for getting me out of class early
thank you pleasant grove promanade for selling cheap jeweryly and $25 dollar TOMS
thank you brain for understanding math
thank you september for bringing back all the shows i love
thank you Jan Hawke, for kicking my butt into shape, i might hate you in the moment, but i am sure i will thank you a billion times in the end
thank you midway for hosting that one event every year that brings me joy
thank you seminary for helping realize my mistakes but giving me the opprotunity to fix them
thank you blog authors for writing amazing blogs that i  read religiously
and finally thank you otter pops for being 25 calories of pure happiness.