Thursday, February 17, 2011

Not Again!

Around this time of the year something happens.  you hope you wont have to go through it, but you know that its coming.  it always occurs at the worst time possible.  you feel good about yourself.  you feel good about your grades and about school and then you experience this and it all goes down hill.  its the student teachers.  they come every year and it is never good.  Out of all the student teachers i have had, i could not tell you even one good experience.  when they come i always seem to have a little bit more unnecessary stress than usually.  i have a harder time understanding what i am doing.  So far i have pulled through fine.  but the journey is always harder. 
this year seems to be a bit more difficult.  The student teachers i have get one my nerves so much, especially one in particular.  i wont name any names, but i cant not handle this teacher anymore.  This teacher is a nice person, and i think he is trying.  but most of the time i feel totally lost in this class.  Things dont get explained very well, and i dont seem to understand what i am doing.  i am trying my best, and i know that i can do it, it is just going to take a little more effort on my part.  Now throughout my years, i can tell you that life was not ment to be easy, the same goes in school.   I realize that this is just another bump in the road, and it is going to take more to get over it.  all i can say is that i think i would be okay without these teachers.  My life would good on and i would for sure be a happier person.

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