I love people!

i love those kind of people, you know what i mean
the kind of people who make me feel so pretty and so special.
the ones that make me feel good on the worst of days.
i love people who will talk to me about anything and everything.
i love those people who live their lives to the fullest, and make me want to be a better person,
Also the ones that have the strongest testimonys, thier faith never seems to faulter.
i could not live without the people who make me laugh, and do things like announce who they love to the world, inculding the boy, by accident.
i love the kind of people that will do anything and not even care what people think, they do it to have fun and have no worries.
the ones that own a planet skirt and i would love them even more if they give it to me.
thank you to the ones that dont take life to serioulsy and remind me that it is okay to have fun.
i love the people that would "fight" with me everyday and maybe give me a glare or two.
you have to love the people who will sing with me and have no judgement.
thanks to the people that are so nice to everyone.
i love the people that have accents, the same people who make my day.
even though i want to hate them, i still love the person who squirts salt water in my mouth and make me throw up.
how can you not love the people who will always be your friend no matter what the past was like.
and even though i make mistakes and mess things up, i love that people that understand and love me anyways.
i just want everyone to appriciate the people in their lives.  i want you to look out for these kind of people and see what they do for you and the people around you..  i know for a fact that the people like i have described will make you and your life better. i just cant believe how much my life is based on people.  even the ones i dont know.  with all the bad, there is so much good.  there is so many people who truly care for other and think outside themselves.  their main focus in life is make people happy, and i only could wish that i was that like of person.  i love people.

Not Again!

Around this time of the year something happens.  you hope you wont have to go through it, but you know that its coming.  it always occurs at the worst time possible.  you feel good about yourself.  you feel good about your grades and about school and then you experience this and it all goes down hill.  its the student teachers.  they come every year and it is never good.  Out of all the student teachers i have had, i could not tell you even one good experience.  when they come i always seem to have a little bit more unnecessary stress than usually.  i have a harder time understanding what i am doing.  So far i have pulled through fine.  but the journey is always harder. 
this year seems to be a bit more difficult.  The student teachers i have get one my nerves so much, especially one in particular.  i wont name any names, but i cant not handle this teacher anymore.  This teacher is a nice person, and i think he is trying.  but most of the time i feel totally lost in this class.  Things dont get explained very well, and i dont seem to understand what i am doing.  i am trying my best, and i know that i can do it, it is just going to take a little more effort on my part.  Now throughout my years, i can tell you that life was not ment to be easy, the same goes in school.   I realize that this is just another bump in the road, and it is going to take more to get over it.  all i can say is that i think i would be okay without these teachers.  My life would good on and i would for sure be a happier person.

Dear Parents

I know you know I am responsible. I know you know that I can do things on my own.  And I know you know that I can take care of myself.  So why can’t you trust me.  Why can’t you just let me try new things.  I know you’re worried that something bad will happen.  And I understand why you are hesitant.  But it will be okay, if I make a mistake, I will learn from it.  I just want you to let me have a little more freedom.  I appreciate that you love me and you want to protect me.  But all I ask is that you lean back a little, relax a little.  Let me do this.