Sorry i haven’t written in a while, not that it affects the lives of anyone. i don’t think much people read this, but I like to pretend there is. I would like to take this chance to write about my life at this point. I find that writing about this topic relieves a lot of my stress, its surprisingly very therapeutic.
I dont know what it is, but third term of every school year is always the most stressful. it is the time when i get the most freaked and seem to be less than happy. i usually have just a bit harder time in school than i usually do, and things seem to just come up. this year though, has been a bit different. No, sorry, not different, just more intense. for the past two weeks my life has been totally booked. i haven’t had any time to just relax.
It seems that everything as happened at the exact same time, and i have been trying to juggle to make the time to fit everything in. Trying to make my deadlines and due dates, trying to do my homework right and turned in on time, trying vigorously to catch up in ceramics, and trying to succeed at HOSA competition, its just too much to handle. i recently started working for mi Papa, so i cant let him down either. and along with all that trying to not totally throw my social life out the window has been quite difficult. i still want to enjoy life, but right now it doesn’t seem to be turning out quite as i hoped. i feel like i the pack on my back is getting filled with more and more rocks every day.
Now out all the craziness, yes, there is always a bright side right let’s not forget the silver lining here folks. Not all of my stresses have been bad. Getting my young women hood recognition, and partriartical blessing are some things that I am so grateful happen, out of all the other things going on these two events are the only things that I am okay with . i wouldn’t give up the time and hard work that went a long with accomplishing these two things for anything. i never knew how much a testimony could grow over such a short period of time. Just from receiving these blessing, i truly feel closer to the lord. now I dont want this post to turn preachy or anything, but even though my life right now is a bit off, and i have no idea if it will go back to normal, out of everything, one thing will never change; our Heavenly Father and his son. They will always be there and help guide us through our lives if we just have faith and do what is right. i don’t know i would be or what kind of person i would be without the gospel. it just amazes me.
Anyways, thanks for letting me rant, sorry if its a bit scattered but hey, its a perfect match to my life.
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