to live in Neverland

I have always wondered what it would be like to live like Peter Pan.  Having to never grow up and  being a kid forever. Always living in the moment and having no care in the world.  Unfortunately that is not how the real world works.  Everyone has to face reality and grow up sometime.  but i dont think i can handle being an adult.  i dont think i can take on that much responsibiltiy.  Facing the future stresses me out and i am just not ready to grow up.  Lately, i feel like the future has kind of been thrown at my face all at once, and i feel like i have no time to figure my live out.  it makes me nervous thinking about being in the world without my parents to fall back on, or without my friends to be there.  i dont know where my life is going to take me, and i just dont know whats to come. To me it seems like all my friends know exaclty what path in life they want to take, they have things planned out.  they are excited to be going to college and to start a new life.  but i am okay with where i am at right now.  my life is good, and there is no need for change.  but change is going to happen and as much as i try i just cant control that.  but still, sometimes i try to forget my worries.  sometimes i dream that i could be sprinkled with pixie dust and fly off to Neverland.  then i could leave the world behind.