what can you do

Instead of going to homecoming ( ya i didnt get asked, oh well)
i took a trip to Zupas and got this

 and watched Pride and Prejudice and saw him.

its a nice alternative if you ask me.

its a new day, its a new life, im feeling good

after doing my daily hour or so of blog stalking and after reading blogs that make me think, and that ispire me, i take a look at my own blog. and well that truth is, i am not so happy with it.  thinking back, i cant recall even once where i have written a post truly for myself. 
when i sit down at the computer and sign into blogger, i find myselft repeating these steps:  1. i read the latest post of blogs that i love, the ones that ispire me, make me think and make me smile 2.  i start comparing their wonderfulness to my blog   3.  instead of writing about my experiences or about what i feel, i think so hard about how i can make my blog like the others.  4.  i write a crap blog post.
so since i have realized this i will first apologize to any of you that have waisted your time reading
and next, start fresh.
i want to not erase my whole blog, but from now on , i want to write a new and improved blog.  i want to forget the past posts and focus on writing the experiences that made me grow, the ones that made me love life, or the ones that make me laugh.   i am not saying that my blog is going to be deep or poetic, probably not even a little.  but i what i am saying is that everything i post will be coming from me.   

sorry its been so long.  i havent known what to write for a long time, and frankly i havent had any desire.  but dont you worry, because post coming soon!

im much appreciative

thank you snooze button for allowing me to push you over and over again
thank you mom, for making yummy food everyday
thank you club carnival for getting me out of class early
thank you pleasant grove promanade for selling cheap jeweryly and $25 dollar TOMS
thank you brain for understanding math
thank you september for bringing back all the shows i love
thank you Jan Hawke, for kicking my butt into shape, i might hate you in the moment, but i am sure i will thank you a billion times in the end
thank you midway for hosting that one event every year that brings me joy
thank you seminary for helping realize my mistakes but giving me the opprotunity to fix them
thank you blog authors for writing amazing blogs that i  read religiously
and finally thank you otter pops for being 25 calories of pure happiness.

So yesterday we got trapped in the middle of Utah lake on a boat
Of course we prayed that someone would find us
And the lord Sent us a boat full of very attractive men with nice abbs
Hallelujah!

its wierd because it feels normal

so today was the very first day of school of my senior year and
i still dont want to believe it.
and when i got there it seemed like i never left,
which i hate.
but i think i will just have to accept the fact that i have to go,
so i might as well make the best of it right?
i decided that i want to make this year count
i want to cherish all  good moments and forget the bad ones.
i want to do what i want and never let anyone persuade me to do otherwise.
this year will be a good one.

oh ya and today i decided i am running a half marathon, and i start training today! so i guess im off to run three miles Yay?!

it will probably get brighter

 i got this at my new ACT prep class.

Why did i take this class again?

but now worries because when i got home this was in my front yard

and i bought this

and then my tongue turned green

it doesnt take much to make this girl happy